the journal of the lost and found

schedule 2

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 16:20:09 GMT

M
8:30-9:20-Logic and inquiry (philosophy)
10:30-11:20-Psycology
11:30-12:20- English writing two
T
10:50-12:05-Thinking mathmatically
1:10-2:25- Church and its art
W
8:30-9:20-Logic and inquiry (philosophy)
10:30-11:20-Psycology
11:30-12:20- English writing two
th
10:50-12:05-Thinking mathmatically
1:10-2:25- Church and its art
f
8:30-9:20-Logic and inquiry (philosophy)
10:30-11:20-Psycology
11:30-12:20- English writing two

good bye to one classes on fridays and sleeping in mwf
hello to done by 1220 mwf
and hello to getting up late on thursdays

GRAWL

do this if you loveeeee me

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 20:40:35 GMT

If you guys loved me, you'd do this for me

Dear ______

You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

i got my fucked up naz schedule!

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 21:00:51 GMT

Mondays:
11:30-12:20= College writing 101
2:30-3:45= History of Photo
Tuesdays:
8:00-9:45= Exploring Religion
9:25-10:45=Freshman Seminar (FYE)
1:10-2:20= Intermediate French I
Wensday:
8:00-9:00=Yoga
11:30-12:20= College writing 101
2:30-3:45= History of Photo
Thursdays:
8:00-9:45= Exploring Religion
9:25-10:45=Freshman Seminar (FYE)
1:10-2:20= Intermediate French I
Friday: Glorious days!
11:30-12:20= College writing 101

ahahha

fuck u IB

in other news i will be graduating a semester early from college. HAHAHA SUCKERS!

by the way,,,,

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 15:44:59 GMT

i got my IB diplomia!!!!! woooo. i just got the 24 points needed but idc i got it! woooooo

art-4
math-4
english-4
history-5
bio-3
french-3
ib/tok- 1/2 points
=24=diplomia!!

i dont think ive ever screamed so loud in my life! wooo
im hoinh camping today for the weekend. i wont be back till sunday night
so cell it! or txt it (if u have verizon)
208-7820

my bee eff comes in 11 days!
woooo

love u all!

how logan and i met

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 14:09:08 GMT

he likes red cod

i like blue cod

we met randomly in 1962 at a fish store

this is all according to him
yes
thats it

ahahha

man im tired
2 hrs of sleep
and menagitis shot

wooooo

i love my boobah

happy graduation to me

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 23:34:37 GMT

http://h50012.www5.hp.com/demo/pavilion_dv4000/index.asp

my new laptop. oh man. it makes me very excited

i also got an ipod nano wich holds 500 songs.

yes
i love my graduates!

new house

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 05:49:39 GMT

im in my new house. havent seen logan in a month. i graduate on sunday. i turn 18 in a month. i start college in 2 months. my love comes back in 71 days. sweet. wonderful. summer is here. my hair is getting light. i have 50000000000000000000 freckles. i love you. i need to talk to someone. asap. thanks.

I close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels that make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say everything will be wonderful some day

ATTENTION ATTENTION

Mon, 29 May 2006 23:16:16 GMT

my internet is being turned off tonight and i will not be online for 3 weeks. ill see u at school or u can call my cell phone 208-7820. u know the deal. if u have verizon, call me anytime. if not after 9 and the weekends<3 ill be online at school since ill be doing projects n shit cause ill have no printer. therefor yea

I LOVE YOU LOGAN!

<3 allison

tonights the last night in the house.... forever

*what a bittersweet night*

i cant wait till the end of june and its all over

found this online n found it very fitting

Sun, 28 May 2006 02:31:17 GMT

High school's coming to an end, college is looming ahead, people and friends that I've known for years are packing up and starting a new chapter in their lives elsewhere and still others I'm leaving behind. I worry that I'll lose touch with the very people who've helped mold me into the person I've become. And its a scary thought. These people are my world, and being without them is frightening. While I am looking forward to the change of scene and meeting new people, I know that I'll miss the familiarity and the comfortable at-home feeling I get when I'm around them. Some people I know I will still talk to and keep in touch with but for others, I know that this is good bye, and I don't want it to be. I want to remain a fixture in these people's lives, to see them grow, celebrate in their successes and comfort them when they don't quite make it. I want to share in their joy and I want them to share in mine. I want to be there to protect and guide them, offer them a caring hand and a listening ear when they need it. I want to be the panacea for every worry, pain, or obstacle they'll have to overcome. But I know that for some of them, I can't. And that is what depressed me. And now I can only hope that during the time I've spent with these people, I've imparted some lasting impression on them, like a memory that they can cherish or advice that they can use. That to me is the biggest compliment, when people who have moved on can look back and think of me fondly, and not be forgotten. I never want to be mediocre, I dont want to be "just some girl." I want to be somebody unforgettable.

once a family always a family<3

sorry its so long and emo in advance. i just needed to get some things down

Fri, 26 May 2006 14:20:30 GMT

so prom was saturday. it rocked. i had a blast. also logan was pretty sweet to have with me. he also spent my night with me on friday at mi casa. so we spent basically all weekend together. it was sweet.

so logan leaves today for the summer. you always think youre prepared for these things but when the time comes, you really arent. i thought things got better as the week went on and i didnt cry yesterday but then i woke up to an IM he sent me saying when he leaves hes gonna stop over and say bye and sutff and I died. this week went way to fast. im gonna miss him more then life. i love him so much. he truelly is the best thing to ever happen to me. these last three motnhs have been amazing and i know that we have many more coming for us. but i know what we have will make it through the summer and years to come. I know that well talk everyday and that hell be thinking of me and ill be thinking of him. i trust him so much and he trusts me. so we have a lot of faith in this. and like that stupid book in math taught us, if plant a positive thought in ur head it will grow into a positive event. sooo yea. anyone wanna do something this weekend. like hang out so i dont die? yea this will be fun. but its nice to know that there is that person out there for you. and in a way i feel as if he is hte best thing for be. hes way more then i deserve. i mean we both love the same things, say whats on eachothers mind, always have fun and always know how to chear the other one up. its pretty sweet. needless to say i spent all week with him just appreciaiting every last minute we have togehter before he leaves. but we both know that hes coming back to me and im coming back to him. that nothing can change what we have and that this is what love is. its a nice feeling. he tells me often that hes coming back to me so not to worry and live my summer to the fullest. and this is what ill do. im gonna miss that boy, but its just a short trip and hell be back soon. and him and i will make it through this.

Meenkeene518: i just wanna tell u that im so glad that i got to meet you and all that. im glad ive had someone to spend time with for the last 3 months, and im gunna miss u a lot over the summer. its nice to jsut say that hey come over then u can but you wont be able to in the summer.its nice to have someone u can be crazy with sometimes and someone that makes you feel good when ur not feeling so well.i just wanna say tha ti love u a lot and i hope u have a fun summer and dont dwell that im gone too much. and ill be back in 3 months so we can continue what we have now and take that further into the fduture
TallEstTresBelle: im just sad ur leaving
Meenkeene518: i know me too
Meenkeene518: ur not gunna lose me
Meenkeene518: so dont worry about that
(oh man i love him)

comments and plans would be nice

Sat, 13 May 2006 04:03:11 GMT

IM DONE W/ IB TESTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n i spent the whole day w/ logan<3 (ilovethatkidalot)

prom is next saturday

im really tired
n retarded acting

complex stuff. mahbe u can help

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 15:50:10 GMT

so you all know weve been trying to sell our house for the last 5 months. well we sold it last night. its a good thing. we sold it for just above asking price, so the extra change will help. we have to be out by the end of may cause the family is coming from chicago.

well thats where the problem is. our other house cant be moved into until around june 17th. as u can see thats a good 2 weeks. well im gonna be living at my aunts HALF house in the city.

its 2 bedrooms, 1 bath, a small living room and a small kitchen and dinning room. let see. theres 6 humans that need to live there. also 2 dogs, 2 guinea pigs and 1 cat.

hmmm. how is that one gonna work. first off there is 4 ppl (my mom and dad, my bro and me) who have to get up and get ready in the AM in ONE small bathroom. two ppl barely can fit in there. also getting to school. obioulsy we cant get a bus. so ill prob be getting to school at like 7 am. then how do i get home? my parents dont get out till 5. my bro and i cant stay at school until 5. plus he goes to a school in gates. so rides home for us (payed ofcourse) would be highly enjoyed.

but yea
im not looking foreward to this
at
all

so yea
comments yo

p.s. anyone want a new sibling to live with for 2 weeks. lol

oh my god i dont know what to do

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 21:59:08 GMT

so u all know i got accepted into cazenovia college. its about 2 and a half hours away and my sister goes there. its a good liberal arts school. well i got a letter from them today... they are willing to pay 55% of my tutuion every year. so thats ike 16,000 a yr. times 4 is 64,000 dollars. oh man. idk what to do. i wanna go to naz because thats where my friends go and its been my first choice and its close enough to home. and i wanna be near logan because i love him. then theres caz, good school, 2 and a half hours away, small campus, yet my sister goes there. (wed never see eachother)

i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do...

comments please

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 02:11:28 GMT

its 9:10
he left at 9
hes coming home finallt
im doing some art
im pretty siked
its our one month

oh man<3

ATTENTION

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 01:00:59 GMT

mall trip tommorrow night anyone?
i want to get some new clothes
cell it if u want to or leave a meassage here
208-7820

love

yo

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 01:40:41 GMT

due to the drama in the love department with everyone lately i decided to post a saying that my neighbor i babsit for has in her house and looks at when shes going through a tough time

Love is patient
Love is kind
Love rejoices
Love believes
Love hopes
Love endures

just some food for thought

6 days till mi love comes home...

oh and HOTA IA in<3

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 20:33:25 GMT

I GOT INTO NAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES YES YES YES TOP CHOICE SCHOOL!

6000semester

OMG I GOT INTO NAZ

oh what a day, a not ordiany day

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 16:02:55 GMT

so its like 2:00pm and VV sees me and says do u have a copy of ur world lit with u? and i was like no becuase u said i already turned it in. she then goes oh my god i told u i had the wrong essay. i have two of ur other one. OMG theyre getting sent out in a hour. i checked my email, and my locker and didnt have it. so i was flippin out and so was she. so she was like im driving u home now! so we went out to her car which was lets so a car of a millionare, leather seats, 6 cd changing system, heated seats. and were going down the expressway at like 80mph. and im crying in her car and shes trying to make me hapy so she mentioned how a lot of mary oliver's poems talked about sexual fantasys. man that was awkward. but she came home, i found a copy of the essay gave it to her and it was all good. man it was crazy. IB hates me.

oh i got my new verizon phone. so hit me up with ur #

mine is 208-7820

call it sometime

<3 always
allison

YEA!

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 05:30:15 GMT

so its 12:26 am on thursday March 2nd and my extended essay is offically done. I redid my whole paper basically in 2 days. SO i was talking to chappy and she was all like i need ur paper by tommorrow if its possible. i was like yea with an all nighter. and she was all like do u need an all nighter? and i was like probely yea. and she was said well just keep urself motivated. so i was like WHAM! if i hand in my paper tommorrow you have to buy me lunch, which is onyl fair cause everyone else had a month to work on their paper and i had 2 days. so yea this means i PWN3D chappy and i get my lunch.

logan is in georgia now. its weird thinking that hes 1000 miles away and hes away now all the time. im so used to talking to him right now. its sad. im crying. im a whimp.

10 days till my love comes back <3

COMMENTS YO<3

dear love

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 01:05:40 GMT

were in an open relationship

jk

ahahha oh i love u logan<3

stole it. needed to clear my head

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 20:54:49 GMT

Time started:
3:29pm

First Name:
Allison

Single or Taken:
Taken

Gender:
Female

Birthday:
July 29th

Siblings:
Sarah-19
Jeff14

eye color:
blue

Shoe size:
10.5-11

height:
6'2

What are you wearing right now:
hoodie jeans

Righty or lefty:
righty

Can you make a dollar in change right now:
yes
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Relationships
-------------------------------------------------------------

Do you have a BF or GF?
Si

Best place to go for a date:
move/dinner/mall

Favorites.
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Favorite place to shop:
pac sun

Favorite kind of pants:
gap

Color(s):
blue

Animal:
husky

Drink:
hot coco

Sport(s):
hockey

Fast-Food Place:
Wendys Mc Donalds

Month:
Spring months

Movie(s):
a walk to remember and any disney movie

Juice:
grape

Favorite cartoon character(s):
pluto

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Have you ever
----------------------------------------------------------

Smoked:
no

Made yourself throw-up:
no

Eaten a hot dog:
Yes

Put your tongue on a frozen pole?
No

Loved someone so much it made you cry?
yea

Broken a bone:
yea

Been in a police car:
no

Been on a plane:
Yes once when i was little- dont remember it.

been in a sauna:
no

been in a hot tub:
Yes

swam in the ocean:
Yes

Fallen asleep in school:
Yes

Ran away?
to the back yard

Broken someone's heart?
i dont think so..not intentionally

Fallen off your chair?
Yes

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?:
Yes

Saved e-mails:
Yes

Fallen for one of your best friends?
yes and then he hated me

Used someone:
no

Been cheated on:
im assuming.

----------------------------------------------------------------
What is...
----------------------------------------------------------------

Your good luck charm?
idk really

Best song you ever heard:
Rwvis- caught in the rain

What's your room like:
Messyfest

Last thing you said:
oh no no no no

Last thing you ate?:
chessys
What kind of shampoo do you use?:
loreal vive

Best thing that has happened to you this year:
logan basically<3

Worst thing that has happened to you this year:
every fight. and IB

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Have you had..
----------------------------------------
Chicken pox:
yea

Sore Throat:
no

Stitches:
yea

Staples:
Never

Broken Nose:
Never

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Do You
----------------------------------------

Like picnics:
only went on like..one when i was little with my parents

Like school:
FUCK NO! IB

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Would you/what is
---------------------------------------

Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000?:
fuck no. if it was dead from like..natural death or something MAYBE..but theyre so cute i couldnt kill one at all. a million dollars is stupid.

Who was the last person that called you:
my sister

What makes you laugh the most?:
hmmmm accents (but in a good way)

What makes you smile?:
my friends, family, and logan

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Who is the last person:
--------------------------------------

You yelled at:
my wall

Who told you they loved you:
logan

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Do you/Are You:
------------------------------------------------------------

Do you like filling these out:
when im bored

Do you wear glasses or contacts:
no i did

Do you like yourself:
most of the time.

Do you get along with your family:
most of the time

Obsessive?:
with whar?

Compulsive?:
with whh?

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Love Life
-------------------------------

Do you have a crush?
yup

If so, do they know?
yup

Have you truly told them how you feel, face to face?
yup

What is so great about them?
Every.thing.

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This or That?
--------------------------------------

Skiing or Boarding:
ive never done either.

Autumn or winter:
autumn

Silver or Gold:
silver.

Diamonds or Pearls:
pearls

Sunset or Sunrise:
both

Sprite or 7up?:
Wup.

Orange juice or apple juice:
orange

Cats or dogs:
dogs

Coffee or tea:
ick. iced tea i can deal with.

Phone or in person:
Perrrrson

youngest or oldest:
middle

Indoor or outdoor:
depends on weather.

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Final questions
-----------------------------------------------------------

What are you listening to right now?
jesse

What did you do yesterday?
shopping

Where do you want to get married?:
depends, outdoor seems nice if i know the day is going to not be windy.

If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?
a couple things

Are you a good driver?:
hell no

Are you a good singer?:
no

What did you dream about last night:
IB killing

End Time:
3:52

survey a bob

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 03:47:13 GMT

Sight
• What color are your eyes? blue
• Do you wear glasses or contacts? not anymore
• Describe something beautiful to you. the morning sunrise over a lake
• Someoen you know who has beautiful eyes. yea logan
• First physical aspect you notice on the opposite sex. Be honest! eyes
• If you could see anyone or anything right now who or what would it be? logan

Smell
• Do you like your nose? i suppose
• What does your hair smell like? shampoooooooo
• What's your favorite scent from everyday life? lilac
• If you use perfume or cologne, what kind? love passion
• Who do you know that smells the best? pattttt

Sound
• What kinda music do you like to listen to? rock
• Name a song that's special at this moment in time. everytime we touch
• Are you a good singer? nah
• Do you play an instrument? clarinet
• Which spoken language sounds the best? french
• Favorite everyday life sound? my friends voices
• Least favorite everyday sound? my aunts dogs bark
• Of the people you know, who has the best sounding voice? lena

Taste
• Favorite food? pasta
• Favorite drink? hot coco
• Do you have a tongue or lip piercing? no
• What are your thoughts on coffee? EEWWWy
• The worst taste you have ever encountered? coffee
• Would you eat something disgusting for money? no

Touch
• Do you consider yourself touch sensitive? yes
• Do you like people touching you? yes
• Are you ticklish? Where? yes everywhere basically
• Which is better: a hug or a kiss? kiss
• Who was the last person you touched? logan
• Who do you wish you could reach out and touch right now? logan
• Favorite material to touch? silk

SCHOOL TOMMORROW

poo
boo
whoo

fucking ugly whores spank fetus

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 01:48:02 GMT

"we dug through our hookers until we could find our skanky outfits"
"Nicole grabbed a handful of banana while dana did her john"
"I fucked some mouthwash and we were off"

ahhaha its from a mad lib

mad good times

oh and ok i want to DL limewire but idk if i should?
share ur thoughts plz

if u need a laugh

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 06:17:33 GMT

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=20959840&MyToken=2cea6658-ce2e-45c0-ae7c-faa2aaeb43b2
go to the very last picture
then laugh a lot

so

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 06:45:08 GMT

so im sitting here talk to logan and i realize the suckiest thing ever. he goes to georgia for two weeks and i wont see him at all. then we were talking and it hit me that hes going to be georgia all summer also. that means hes going to miss my graduation, hes going to miss my 18th birtday, im not going to see him for like 2 months. and it sucks alot. cause i havent met neone like im before in my life. we finish eachother sentences, think the same. ive never felt so comfortable around a guy before. we have the same taste in everything. i melt when im around him. my family likes him. hes smart and caring. and lives in gorgia. this sucks a lot. i dont know what im going to do.

stupid georgia.
oh and in my sim game today i was playing a guy and this girl calls him and goes "im drinking a milk shake, and it reminded me of you. wink wink" i was like HOLY SEXUAL INUENDO!

neways
<3
me